Fifth Writing From Tuang

Dear all,

Tonight, I would pour my heart out through on the blog. This blog refer to fourth writing that I told you guys I was going to donate blood. Unfortunately, I could not donate! (It was so sad for me because I really intended to do! How bad if you really want to do something but you cannot do it!) Reasons of this cause, it was not clear for me. Let me desclibe how to test Hemoglobin in my blood before donating.

I went to the testing room of there atfer I have full-filled document, the nurse used a needle to gently prick on ring finger of my right hand and used a little tube to take my blood some. Atfer that, she dropped the blood from a little tube into a glass of liquild (I really don't know what kind of liquid but it was called 'Copper sulphate'). She said, 'You cannot donate blood now, I have to test your Hemoglobin, miss'. I wondered why! My thought was what happened with my blood?! Then, she dropped my blood from the tube that she got it in first time into a little lab-mirror and putted it on test-tool. That tool showed 11.6, she asked me many answers because my Hemoglobin in my blood was not more than 12 gm/dL. (It is a standard. When you decide to donate blood, you have to test blood Hemoglobin.) My answers were nothing, just told her a truth! I ate lots of foods that helped my red-blood strong during 3 months left (I swear)! I always drink a lot of water during I am alive! I usually keep my healthy body! ........... The nurse gave me double bags of 100 tablets ferrous sulphate and said, 'You have to take it 3 times a day, anytime. (Usually, I take it once a day) And you can come back again after you took them all gone.' ...... (T_T)

After I left from that room, I was sitting nearby my BF outside and I was cried, cried, cried and cried........... (My BF could donate blood because he passed that test!). How could I explain my feeling that time? I was just sad and sad. My BF joked me 'I am alive! I am not dead! Why you have to cry and cry like this?!!' (Hahaha, ha laughed). I was still felt down.

If you guys are reading my writing, don't worry about me. Now, my feeling is better and I will see you guys tomorrow in class. Right now, I have to go to bed, see ya!

Life goes on,

Tuangporn (S-MTEB2)